Don't Quit

When things go wrong, as they sometimes will,
When the road you're trudging seems all uphill,
When the funds are low and the depths are high,
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,
When the care is pressing you down a bit,
Rest if you must but don't you quit.

Life is queer with its twist and turns,
As everyone of us sometimes learns,
And many a fellow turns about,
When you might have won had you stuck it out,
Don't give up though the pace seems slow,
You may succeed with another blow.

Success is failure turned inside out,
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt,
And you never can tell how close you are,
It may be near when its seems afar,
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit,
It's when things seem worst that you mustn't quit.

SPM.. The worst thing a 17 year old person would hear..
Well its trials in a day time.. Just a few more hours.. Nervous?? HELL YEAH!! Then in a blink of an eye its SPM day.. Gosh how time flies. It feels like just yesterday i was walking to kindergarden with my parents. In 3months time we will be free as a bird yet we are still anxious about our results.. "Did I get what I wanted?", "Did I study hard enough?".. All that going through our minds.. When negative thinking goes through our mind. Our whole freedom will be spoiled.. So i think it is best if we let it go. Think about happy stuff.. No more SPM DUDE!!.

LAST BUT NOT LEAST, GOOD LUCK and ALL THE BEST to all SPM students everywhere. With enough studies, moral support and a little tinsy winsy luck, all of you will do Amazing!!

TRUE FRIENDS

Through thick and thin they'll be there
Reliable and dependable no matter when or where
Understanding and tolerant when we're upset
Excepts us as we are regardless of our faults

Frank and yet tactful in their opinions and is always sincere
Respects our thoughts and opinions no matter how queer
Indifferent no matter how wealthy we may be
Enjoyable and fun to be in their company
Naturally the world changes and time drifts away
Distance increase but true friends will stay.

Sarah had BBQ at her house today. Had a BLAST!!! Food was amazing!! Thanx Aunty for the delicious food.. Thanx Uncle for the amazing BBQ skills.. Made new friends, mingle with old..
Sarah, Thanx for the invite. You're a GREAT FRIEND. You're a sister i wish i had. No words can describe how much you mean to me. This pass two years has been and awesome journey. The moment I met you, I know its gonna be some crazy times.. And i was SO right.. Yes there was some fights and misunderstanding but no one is perfect. I can never find a friend like you. I'll treasure our friendship for as long as we both shall live.. And if one day we shall part, I want to say THANK YOU from the bottom of my heart. Because you've given me a gift. Its a simple gift of your love, care and trust. This one gift call FRIENDSHIP!!

My dear Sarah, I'll be there for you if you need me. No matter what the problem is I'll find a way to help my awesome Sister. If something is bothering you or you just need to talk. You know my number give me a ring. I'll always find time for my "che".

Thank You again to you and your family for your awesome hospitality.
Love you Sarah my one and only MAD DOG!!

Pictures of Us Together

I look through pictures
Of us being together
Each of it reminding me
Of a happy place and time

I review the life and look
Of such bright
and hopeful moments
Now reduce to a soulful rhyme

When someone says your name
The pain still overwhelms
Now that you're no longer mine
It will never sound the same

Tears roll down my cheeks
on for each special memory
of the two people in the pictures
In, as they say, "Happier Times"

It's so very sad
Our hopes dashed
Our dreams all bid goodbye
The promises we made all put aside

I think back
On the loving things we said
I believe those words
Now bittersweet and yet

I believe in us
Took our words to heart
Felt your touch, your kiss
How can i forget

Somewhere love path parted
And we went our separate ways
I try, but don't forget you
Even dreams have memories

Still my own hope is forgetting
So I'll store away our pictures
Along with our happy memories
And bury them with new ones made with you


Why is it when there is good there have to be evil??
Last year, I fell in love. This year i fell out of love.
Well when it first started, we both called it True Love!!.
But now when i think about it, it's merely called Puppy Love!!
I don't blame him for doing what he did. Yes i was angry at first. REALLY ANGRY!!. But i can't fight human nature. Guys can't help it to do what they do best. Honestly, after all the hurt a sadness, i still have feelings for the damn fellow. Laughing?? Ya me too.. Love IS blind!! He regret what he did. And ask for forgiveness.. Should I give in?? Should I not?? If you know me well enough you would know that i can't stay angry at a person for long. So what i did was gave in. Stupid rite?? I know.. But i don't regret it. I want to stay friends. I really do.. But just that and nothing more. Okay..okay I'm lying.. I do want to go back to where we were but I don't wanna be a dumb person and get hurt again. Well promises was made on his side you know the usual "I won't do it again" crap. Honestly he was special and not the same. He is a really loving friend to have. It's just that I'm feeling a little insecure if we start fresh. The trust I had can never be the same. I feel that we can never share the same feelings we did before.
Now, I still have feelings. Yes I do.. And i know our feelings are mutual.
If its fate that we are meant for each other than I'm not worried at all. If it's not, then i guess it was never meant to be. But I'll cherish all the memories we share. And store it down in my heart. If he choose to move on to another girl, well that girl better hold him tight. Because she'll never find a same one anywhere else.

Starting new

I don't know how to express myself in words. So i shall do wad i do best. POETRY!!

When i was young,
life was easy.
Summer was then,
slow and breezy.

Now I'm a teen,
no more solitary voice.
It's a complicated life,
everything's a choice.

Once just Stephanie,
now me and she.
I'd like to say "I",
But it's really "we".

There's me on the inside,
and me on the out.
It's confusing us both,
and keep me in doubt.

When i look on the inside,
I see a girl who,
feels quite secure,
and is demure.

She's sure of herself,
refreshingly cool.
She can handle it all,
but unfortunately not that great in school.

She's friendly and witty,
commits to writing in ink,
and she doesn't much care,
what anyone thinks.

But on the outside,
is a shy, timid girl.
who feels insecure
and not all that sure.

A girl not in control,
or gutsy,
or cool,
and barely average in school.

Not pretty enough,
quite often a klutz,
not graceful or witty,
and thinks no one really likes her that much.

Inside and out,
how long will it be.
before I'm together,
and there's one of me..