scream and shout out loud

Road Trip Gone Wild

2009-09-05T00:39:00.005+08:00

4 September 2009
Road Trip Gone Wild

By the look of the smile from ear to ear you would already guess we had a BLAST!!
Well after school we decided to go "somewhere". So we decided to go Bangsar village shopping mall.. Audrey and Peter was to meet me at 7/11 near my house.. Since little miss Audrey was wearing heels, she has to walk VERY slow. Making me wait for them for around 10 minutes..
Well Angela picked us up down the road. She didn't really know the way to go to Bangsar so Me & Peter was to try to guide her there. So we made our way to Bangsar Village Shopping Mall. Went round a couple times and finally found a parking near the entrance. GREAT!!. Went in to take the escalator up bcuz we were from the basement car-park. We came off the escalator to only find our self in an almost deserted SHOPPING MALL!!. All 4 of us stood there stoning for awhile. So Peter finally said "Let's go to Mid- Valley?? You come out here turn up there then reach already." So in less than 10 minutes in the shopping mall we decided to go to Mid-Valley instead since Peter knows how to go there. But the minute we got out from the basement car-park, SCHTUPID Peter don't know where to go!! "I think it's left.. Wait..wait.. let me find the jungle first.. Ya..ya..ya it's left.." So we went left then Angela drove straight endlessly. At point we ADMITTED we were kinda lost. So i called Sarah to she if she knows how to get out of Bangsar to go to Mid-Valley. Thank God she knew the way. Life saver!!. So as we reached Mid-Valley which i have not been for like 3 FREAKING YEARS ..
Went round and round and round and round and round for parking then we saw thing old Ah Kong coming out.. YEAH we got parking.. AND.... it's near the entrance.. HOORAY!! Walk here and there and everywhere.. Went into all the shops that got our attention. Saw the shop 'Delicious'. Was so tempting to eat there but we decided to go to Royal Selangor Club since me and Peter's a member there.
So around 5 o'clock we left Mid-Valley. And when coming out of the car-park guess what?? We don know our way back.. hahaha... After frantically shouting at each other on seeing the sign board and also stopping at the side of the road near a split road deciding to go left or right.. haha.. We menage to finally reach Royal Selangor Club. After eating walking back to the car was when the HIGH LIGHT of the day happen..

I was walking when i spotted a group of guys playing cricket at the corner.. So i was like "OMG!! That guy in black shirt and pants look SO hot!" Peter was like "Which one?" Audrey was asking "Where?Where?" I said "Too that one that just bounce the ball." "Eh that one Dark blue shirt la" Peter said.
"Ya la Ya la. What ever la.. But he's SO hot!!"
When in the car. Coinccidentaly the car was park outside next to where they we're playing cricket.. So we came up with plan to get their attention.. Peter honked the hon like almost 5 times but they didnt do anything. So the next plan was wen we were to drive pass someone scream "Blue Shirt Guy!! You are hot!!"
No one wanted to do the honour so i did.. While we were adjusting how to sit.
All the 3 of up slide low on the sit to hide. Angela can't slide down cuz she was DRIVING.. So when she pass i scream "Blue Shirt Guys!! You are hot!! As i said that while laughing my ass off Peter got up at the wrong time and they saw him. And Angela didn't want them to think it was her she pointed behind to them. hahaha..
Any way she send us to tuition. On the way there was a little traffic jam. But we made us of it by taking pictures when ever the car stopped.. At the traffic light if we go straight we would go to tuition if we turn left we could go to Angela's new appartment so we decided to go there for awhile. Went there took AWESOME pictures on the grass.. Then when for tuition!!!

AWESOME DAY!! WISH WE COULD DO THIS SOME MORE !!

GOOD NIGHT PEOPLE!!!

Laughs (First Day of school After Holiday)

2009-09-02T23:05:00.016+08:00

MISS ALOT!

Miss them dearly

Miss them during holidays

1st September 2009

The First Day of Trials.. And first Day of School After Holiday
I didn't get ANY sleep for the whole night before. So basically i went to school zombie-fied . OMG the worst day ever!! Was practically MUCH MORE blur than usual. But i guess I was not the only one "BLUR"
This was what happen,
During recess i went to get my bowl of noodles to eat and went to sit at the usual place where we eat. Jega sat at the same bench too. Then came Peter the useless donkey!! He sat in between me and Jega. As he was sitting down....

Peter: (As sitting down his leg knock my hand and the soup of the noodles burn my THUMB!)
Me: (Stare at him angrily) " What the hell!!"
Peter: "Sorry , Sorry. Are you okay?" (starts laughing as if it was SO funny)
Me: (Starts wacking him) "Pain you know"
Peter: "Sorry la"

Peter finish eating first as that big baboon eat so fast. This was what happen after that.

Me: (Innocently eating my noodles and drinking my glass of coke)
Peter: (Stood up to leave and knock my hand AGAIN as i was eating)
Me: (Noodles on the chopstick flew into my glass of coke contaminating the whole glass of coke. Oh ya, my spoon flew too)
Peter: (Looks at me controlling his laughter)
Me: (Apparently putting on an angry face to look at him. But also controlling my laughter)
Peter: (Burst out laughing like a freaking DONKEY)
Me: (Couldn't control anymore laugh too)
Peter: (While laughing) "I'm Sorry"
Me: (while laughing too, shouted) " Peter get another damn spoon for me!! And another glass
of coke!!"

Apparently while we were laughing like crazy monkey Angela kind hearted got me a spoon.

Angela: "Here, you better faster eat there's no time already

Cuz the first paper was in 10 minutes

Me: " Thanx Angela. Ya i know there's no time ady."
Peter: (still laughing)
Me: (shouted) "PETER CAN YOU GET MY COKE!!"
Peter: "Okay okay.." (Wen to buy the coke)

Because of the DONKEY i didn't finish my food for the first time!!

Later on during Bahasa Melayu paper 1, I was DAMN FREAKING sleepy due to being SSOO stupid and not sleeping for the pass 2o hours!!. So while i was writing the damn BM essay i was half asleep. My whole paper was full of correction tape here and there. Scribble dunno what on the paper. I guess i was dream2ing bout talking to dunno who on MSN cuz there was a point where i wrote "yang..ya..ya. ILY". Wanted to laugh when i saww but then everyone would though i'm one crazy person laughing.
Well i have a feeling i screw the whole paper. When the paper ended, the teachers took their BLOODY sweet time to collect the paper that when collect finish it was 10 minutes pass the end of school time. So it wasn't a surprise that i MISS the DAMN BUS. But THANK GOD ANGELA was so kind to send me home.. THANK YOU!!! Owe you big time..
Went home ate lunch and slept till 7 o'clock haha..

2nd September 2009

2nd Day of Trials..
Kinda happy at least i got 2hours of sleep. I swear my sleeping pattern is going PSYCHO due to the school holiday.. Got to get it on track. BM2 was at 7.30 but yet the SCHTUPID teachers gave out late!! DONKEYS. The paper was not bad i amazingly can answers almost everything even if i'm crapping. haha. Amazing i didn't sleep for the paper.. I guess i didn't have time to sleep.. haha.
After recess I started to feel sleepy.. So i slept like 10 minutes before school ended. When i woke up by FORSE which i hate the most. I wad DEAD sleepy and blur.. Started being lame making lame jokes. This was what happen while me and Beatrice was waiting for her mum bcuz her mum was dropping me back home.

Beatrice: "Why my mum so long wan??"
Me: "Really ah?? Why you measured her ah??"
Manju: "OMG!! So lame!!"

And this was what happen in the car.

Beatrice: "Steph??"
Me: "Yeah"
Beatrice: "Did Pn.Doreen tell you anything?" (what she meant was "Did Pn.Doreen give any
tips)
Me: "Yeah she said something"
Beatrice: "What she said?"
Me: "She said Good Luck!"
Beatrice: "Huh? What you saying?"
Me: (think for awhile) " Oh.... i heard that you need to read 'sonnet 18' and 'Looking for a rain
God."
Beatrice: "Oh okay."

Reach home didn't even eat went to sleep cuz was SO tired and there was Maths tuition at 3. While I was sleeping phone rang. Saw 'Mr. Tan (maths teacher)'. Didn't care thought it was a dream as was blur and sleepy. So i canceled the phone call. Then awhile later phone rang again. Saw 'Mr. Tan (maths teacher)'. This time pick up the phone found out there was no tuition.. HALELUYAH!!! DREAM CAME TRUE!!. and then konged again.

Woke up around 6 to cook dinner. Then started downloading songs. When to eat dinner around 8.30. Came back to download song sumore. Talk to Sarah on MSN. Now apparently we're not on "talking terms". She wanted to see how long i can go without talking to her. Lame i know.. See Sarah so lame... Anyway i'm like feeling groggy already.. Need to sleep early to get an 'A' for English tomoro. YIPPIE!!

Good Night Peeps!!

Don't Quit

2009-08-31T19:14:00.002+08:00

When things go wrong, as they sometimes will,
When the road you're trudging seems all uphill,
When the funds are low and the depths are high,
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,
When the care is pressing you down a bit,
Rest if you must but don't you quit.

Life is queer with its twist and turns,
As everyone of us sometimes learns,
And many a fellow turns about,
When you might have won had you stuck it out,
Don't give up though the pace seems slow,
You may succeed with another blow.

Success is failure turned inside out,
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt,
And you never can tell how close you are,
It may be near when its seems afar,
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit,
It's when things seem worst that you mustn't quit.

SPM.. The worst thing a 17 year old person would hear..
Well its trials in a day time.. Just a few more hours.. Nervous?? HELL YEAH!! Then in a blink of an eye its SPM day.. Gosh how time flies. It feels like just yesterday i was walking to kindergarden with my parents. In 3months time we will be free as a bird yet we are still anxious about our results.. "Did I get what I wanted?", "Did I study hard enough?".. All that going through our minds.. When negative thinking goes through our mind. Our whole freedom will be spoiled.. So i think it is best if we let it go. Think about happy stuff.. No more SPM DUDE!!.

LAST BUT NOT LEAST, GOOD LUCK and ALL THE BEST to all SPM students everywhere. With enough studies, moral support and a little tinsy winsy luck, all of you will do Amazing!!

TRUE FRIENDS

2009-08-30T23:26:00.004+08:00

Through thick and thin they'll be there
Reliable and dependable no matter when or where
Understanding and tolerant when we're upset
Excepts us as we are regardless of our faults

Frank and yet tactful in their opinions and is always sincere
Respects our thoughts and opinions no matter how queer
Indifferent no matter how wealthy we may be
Enjoyable and fun to be in their company
Naturally the world changes and time drifts away
Distance increase but true friends will stay.

Sarah had BBQ at her house today. Had a BLAST!!! Food was amazing!! Thanx Aunty for the delicious food.. Thanx Uncle for the amazing BBQ skills.. Made new friends, mingle with old..
Sarah, Thanx for the invite. You're a GREAT FRIEND. You're a sister i wish i had. No words can describe how much you mean to me. This pass two years has been and awesome journey. The moment I met you, I know its gonna be some crazy times.. And i was SO right.. Yes there was some fights and misunderstanding but no one is perfect. I can never find a friend like you. I'll treasure our friendship for as long as we both shall live.. And if one day we shall part, I want to say THANK YOU from the bottom of my heart. Because you've given me a gift. Its a simple gift of your love, care and trust. This one gift call FRIENDSHIP!!

My dear Sarah, I'll be there for you if you need me. No matter what the problem is I'll find a way to help my awesome Sister. If something is bothering you or you just need to talk. You know my number give me a ring. I'll always find time for my "che".

Thank You again to you and your family for your awesome hospitality.
Love you Sarah my one and only MAD DOG!!

Pictures of Us Together

2009-08-29T23:40:00.006+08:00

I look through pictures
Of us being together
Each of it reminding me
Of a happy place and time

I review the life and look
Of such bright
and hopeful moments
Now reduce to a soulful rhyme

When someone says your name
The pain still overwhelms
Now that you're no longer mine
It will never sound the same

Tears roll down my cheeks
on for each special memory
of the two people in the pictures
In, as they say, "Happier Times"

It's so very sad
Our hopes dashed
Our dreams all bid goodbye
The promises we made all put aside

I think back
On the loving things we said
I believe those words
Now bittersweet and yet

I believe in us
Took our words to heart
Felt your touch, your kiss
How can i forget

Somewhere love path parted
And we went our separate ways
I try, but don't forget you
Even dreams have memories

Still my own hope is forgetting
So I'll store away our pictures
Along with our happy memories
And bury them with new ones made with you

Why is it when there is good there have to be evil??
Last year, I fell in love. This year i fell out of love.
Well when it first started, we both called it True Love!!.
But now when i think about it, it's merely called Puppy Love!!
I don't blame him for doing what he did. Yes i was angry at first. REALLY ANGRY!!. But i can't fight human nature. Guys can't help it to do what they do best. Honestly, after all the hurt a sadness, i still have feelings for the damn fellow. Laughing?? Ya me too.. Love IS blind!! He regret what he did. And ask for forgiveness.. Should I give in?? Should I not?? If you know me well enough you would know that i can't stay angry at a person for long. So what i did was gave in. Stupid rite?? I know.. But i don't regret it. I want to stay friends. I really do.. But just that and nothing more. Okay..okay I'm lying.. I do want to go back to where we were but I don't wanna be a dumb person and get hurt again. Well promises was made on his side you know the usual "I won't do it again" crap. Honestly he was special and not the same. He is a really loving friend to have. It's just that I'm feeling a little insecure if we start fresh. The trust I had can never be the same. I feel that we can never share the same feelings we did before.
Now, I still have feelings. Yes I do.. And i know our feelings are mutual.
If its fate that we are meant for each other than I'm not worried at all. If it's not, then i guess it was never meant to be. But I'll cherish all the memories we share. And store it down in my heart. If he choose to move on to another girl, well that girl better hold him tight. Because she'll never find a same one anywhere else.

Starting new

2009-08-29T02:15:00.000+08:00

I don't know how to express myself in words. So i shall do wad i do best. POETRY!!

When i was young,
life was easy.
Summer was then,
slow and breezy.

Now I'm a teen,
no more solitary voice.
It's a complicated life,
everything's a choice.

Once just Stephanie,
now me and she.
I'd like to say "I",
But it's really "we".

There's me on the inside,
and me on the out.
It's confusing us both,
and keep me in doubt.

When i look on the inside,
I see a girl who,
feels quite secure,
and is demure.

She's sure of herself,
refreshingly cool.
She can handle it all,
but unfortunately not that great in school.

She's friendly and witty,
commits to writing in ink,
and she doesn't much care,
what anyone thinks.

But on the outside,
is a shy, timid girl.
who feels insecure
and not all that sure.

A girl not in control,
or gutsy,
or cool,
and barely average in school.

Not pretty enough,
quite often a klutz,
not graceful or witty,
and thinks no one really likes her that much.

Inside and out,
how long will it be.
before I'm together,
and there's one of me..