
I look through pictures
Of us being together
Each of it reminding me
Of a happy place and time
I review the life and look
Of such bright
and hopeful moments
Now reduce to a soulful rhyme
When someone says your name
The pain still overwhelms
Now that you're no longer mine
It will never sound the same
Tears roll down my cheeks
on for each special memory
of the two people in the pictures
In, as they say, "Happier Times"
It's so very sad
Our hopes dashed
Our dreams all bid goodbye
The promises we made all put aside
I think back
On the loving things we said
I believe those words
Now bittersweet and yet
I believe in us
Took our words to heart
Felt your touch, your kiss
How can i forget
Somewhere love path parted
And we went our separate ways
I try, but don't forget you
Even dreams have memories
Still my own hope is forgetting
So I'll store away our pictures
Along with our happy memories
And bury them with new ones made with you
Why is it when there is good there have to be evil??
Last year, I fell in love. This year i fell out of love.
Well when it first started, we both called it True Love!!.
But now when i think about it, it's merely called Puppy Love!!
I don't blame him for doing what he did. Yes i was angry at first. REALLY ANGRY!!. But i can't fight human nature. Guys can't help it to do what they do best. Honestly, after all the hurt a sadness, i still have feelings for the damn fellow. Laughing?? Ya me too.. Love IS blind!! He regret what he did. And ask for forgiveness.. Should I give in?? Should I not?? If you know me well enough you would know that i can't stay angry at a person for long. So what i did was gave in. Stupid rite?? I know.. But i don't regret it. I want to stay friends. I really do.. But just that and nothing more. Okay..okay I'm lying.. I do want to go back to where we were but I don't wanna be a dumb person and get hurt again. Well promises was made on his side you know the usual "I won't do it again" crap. Honestly he was special and not the same. He is a really loving friend to have. It's just that I'm feeling a little insecure if we start fresh. The trust I had can never be the same. I feel that we can never share the same feelings we did before.
Now, I still have feelings. Yes I do.. And i know our feelings are mutual.
If its fate that we are meant for each other than I'm not worried at all. If it's not, then i guess it was never meant to be. But I'll cherish all the memories we share. And store it down in my heart. If he choose to move on to another girl, well that girl better hold him tight. Because she'll never find a same one anywhere else.

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