Saturday, August 29, 2009

Pictures of Us Together


I look through pictures
Of us being together
Each of it reminding me
Of a happy place and time

I review the life and look

Of such bright

and hopeful moments

Now reduce to a soulful rhyme


When someone says your name

The pain still overwhelms

Now that you're no longer mine

It will never sound the same

Tears roll down my cheeks

on for each special memory
of the two people in the pictures
In, as they say, "Happier Times"

It's so very sad

Our hopes dashed

Our dreams all bid goodbye
The promises we made all put aside


I think back

On the loving things we said

I believe those words

Now bittersweet and yet


I believe in us

Took our words to heart
Felt your touch, your kiss

How can i forget


Somewhere love path parted

And we went our separate ways
I try, but don't forget you

Even dreams have memories

Still my own hope is forgetting
So I'll store away our pictures

Along with our happy memories

And bury them with new ones made with you



Why is it when there is good there have to be evil??
Last year, I fell in love. This year i fell out of love.
Well when it first started, we both called it True Love!!.
But now when i think about it, it's merely called Puppy Love!!
I don't blame him for doing what he did. Yes i was angry at first. REALLY ANGRY!!. But i can't fight human nature. Guys can't help it to do what they do best. Honestly, after all the hurt a sadness, i still have feelings for the damn fellow. Laughing?? Ya me too.. Love IS blind!! He regret what he did. And ask for forgiveness.. Should I give in?? Should I not?? If you know me well enough you would know that i can't stay angry at a person for long. So what i did was gave in. Stupid rite?? I know.. But i don't regret it. I want to stay friends. I really do.. But just that and nothing more. Okay..okay I'm lying.. I do want to go back to where we were but I don't wanna be a dumb person and get hurt again. Well promises was made on his side you know the usual "I won't do it again" crap. Honestly he was special and not the same. He is a really loving friend to have. It's just that I'm feeling a little insecure if we start fresh. The trust I had can never be the same. I feel that we can never share the same feelings we did before.
Now, I still have feelings. Yes I do.. And i know our feelings are mutual.
If its fate that we are meant for each other than I'm not worried at all. If it's not, then i guess it was never meant to be. But I'll cherish all the memories we share. And store it down in my heart. If he choose to move on to another girl, well that girl better hold him tight. Because she'll never find a same one anywhere else.




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