Starting new

I don't know how to express myself in words. So i shall do wad i do best. POETRY!!

When i was young,
life was easy.
Summer was then,
slow and breezy.

Now I'm a teen,
no more solitary voice.
It's a complicated life,
everything's a choice.

Once just Stephanie,
now me and she.
I'd like to say "I",
But it's really "we".

There's me on the inside,
and me on the out.
It's confusing us both,
and keep me in doubt.

When i look on the inside,
I see a girl who,
feels quite secure,
and is demure.

She's sure of herself,
refreshingly cool.
She can handle it all,
but unfortunately not that great in school.

She's friendly and witty,
commits to writing in ink,
and she doesn't much care,
what anyone thinks.

But on the outside,
is a shy, timid girl.
who feels insecure
and not all that sure.

A girl not in control,
or gutsy,
or cool,
and barely average in school.

Not pretty enough,
quite often a klutz,
not graceful or witty,
and thinks no one really likes her that much.

Inside and out,
how long will it be.
before I'm together,
and there's one of me..